"Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience." - Victoria Holt

Is it possible for the same heartbreak to resurface, time and time again? It’s like a scary movie…you know there something lurking around the corner and you do everything to avoid it and put it off, but in the end, you round the corner to pure devastation. Just doesn’t make sense. It’s really a lose/lose situation. You talk about it, you’re unhappy. You ignore it, you’re unhappy. You drink over it, you’re really unhappy. Time doesn’t help, distance doesn’t help, so what is the cure? I guess a mixture of all of the above. The most trying thing of all of it, is it is summer time, I am in the most beautiful city in the world, and yet, I am still unhappy. Scars that don’t go away serve as a constant reminder. At the end of the day, I go to bed and count my blessings for what and who I have. And also thank God for the memories both good and bad of the past. Heartbreak is like a leech- it slowly will suck the life out of you if you let it. But, if you put it in fresh water, it can’t handle to change of pure, clean refreshment, and will die and fall off. We all need to put ourselves in clean fresh water sometimes and wait for the pain to slowly drift away.